For many years now, I have always said; sometimes I wish we had gotten the rulebook to life, so that we could live life in a better way. I say this quite often. However, the last time I said this, I considered these words and realized, that because this is a very new time, in the evolution of our humanity...and because our emotions are being pushed to their limit...we are being given the rulebook to life and our existence on this fair planet, called earth. Hmmm, now why would I think something like that?
I have always been incredibly and extremely sensitive...through-out my whole life. 17 years ago, life as I knew it, began to unravel and dismantle me from the old ways of thinking. I remember how intensely angry I was, to the point almost bordering on rage. Prior to this dismantling, I was happy. I was helping a friend to manage a metaphysical bookstore, in Woodbury Ct. I was teaching classes and doing readings. In hindsight, the dismantling was a direct result of 8 years of very intense psychic energy. I remember thinking to myself, I have been doing everything "right", listening to my intuition, and following what needed to be done, in each given moment, why is this happening? I was very upset...very, very upset!
Now, in February 2008, all I can say is WOW! I finally understand what this process was all about. Each level of energy, in whatever form I had tapped into it, brought me onto a whole other level. Each level needed and demanded to be integrated very naturally and very practically into my everyday life. All tests, challenges and obstacles were presented as a means for me to develop complete trust in the process, called the journey of life. This trust took time to understand, that there was indeed a purpose to the experience. I remember a session that I had gone for, with a teacher/friend/aquaintance 18 years ago and I remember in the session admitting how completely overwhelmed I felt, with everything I was feeling. At that time, I felt total confusion and barely had the words or understanding to put anything into words and in that moment, it was shared with me; that my life experiences would guide me intuitively and understanding would come within these experiences. And...I remember thinking, that it all sounded very mysterious.
As I play it all back, and the energies of confusion, are finding and have found their rightful place, within me, this path and process, have truly been a most enlightening experience. As I have discovered, when we allow and give permission to our human self, our egos, our logic, a chance to understand the purpose of emotions and allow deep wisdom, from our soul's knowing, our soul's blueprint to guide us, wonderful things do begin to happen. I am realistic and practical enough to know that unpleasant feelings won't disappear, but will however, given time, patience and practice, become fully integrated into our every moment awareness, so that in each given challenge, test or obstacle, instead of resorting to outdated approaches, that perpetuate old patterns and imprinting from our past, we are better able to say; ok, this old way isn't going to work, I have new tools of awareness and understanding in place...hmmm, I wonder what will happen if I approach this experience with this understanding. If you do that enough times, something begins to happen. And what happens is you begin to feel a difference and slowly and patiently, everything begins to fall into place, from a heart centered, soul guided perspective...until, it becomes an all the time way of thinking.
During these times of change, we most certainly are being given the tools for life 101...it just takes time, practice and patience to allow this new awareness to take root, in a very grounded manner. As it has been shared before, our emotions, once healed, become our access point to our soul's blueprint.
This is our time now...to bring understanding and awareness to our emotional timelines, our emotional imprinting, so that we might all have a chance to live a heart-centered, soul guided life.
And, it begins with One Breath, One step at a time.
Let's take a chance and reweave the Tapestry of Life,TOGETHER!
Author's Bio
I am a conscious empath and my purpose is to assist and guide all who are ready, to heal our emotional timelines, to live a heart centered, soul guided life, from a place of true awareness, in our every NOW moment. Visit;lightcounselreadings
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