An excerpt from Your Ultimate Life Plan: How to Deeply Transform Your Everyday Experience and Create Changes That Last, by Dr. Jennifer Howard.
One realizes that all of existence is a manifestation of consciousÂ¬ness; that ultimately everything is made out of consciousness.
When youâre living a more conscious life, youâre being with yourself and for yourself deeply, moment by moment. No matter how attractive quick and easy solutions seem, lasting change canât happen in the time it takes to deliver a pizza. It takes time, attention, and commitment to address and heal the layers of who we are and grow in consciousness.
So, what is conscious living?
To be conscious means to observe whatâs present, and implies being awake or awakening to your deeper truth, an inner realization, or circumÂ¬stance. Living a conscious life means having the willingness, curiosity, and courage to stay present to your thoughts and feelings, to the meeting point of body, emotion, mind, and spirit. It means staying present to the impact you have on others and your environment, as well as the choices available to you. To live a conscious lifeâto be awake and awareâis to be gloriously alive!
We experience life in degrees. You can choose where to place your attention and intention, creating a life that feels better than it does now. You can grow, change, and deepen your ability to navigate life. You can expand and illuminate your experience of consciousness. You can mature toward greater integration and wholeness.
From the deepest sense of ourselves, our inner life longs to be experienced, understood, and validated. Itâs rich with nuance and complexity, and meant to be sipped and savored. Itâs not meant to be swallowed a week at a time, controlled by our past programming and endless âto doâ lists. Slow down, take a deep breath, and truly feel life. Every moment, even a painful one, contains gifts of wisdom and joy if weâre willing to remain conscious.
Living consciously includes uncovering, grieving, and working through your historical childhood difficulties, along with the programming they created. Itâs your job to return to your blocks, those stubborn problems that keep you from experiencing your wholeness and embracing your potentials. As you identify and heal them you create change. This opens the door to the emergence of your real self.
You might be thinking, âGrieve my childhood difficulties?! Is that even posÂ¬sible? Wonât that take forever? Why should I go through all that effort? What problems will it solve?â To understand why itâs needed, let me ask you a few questions:
Are you living the life youâve always dreamed of?
Often, from a young age, we have an idea of the kind of life we want to live. We have specific goals in some areas, others we paint with broader strokes, and some goals change with time. Do you feel your life expresses your deepest desire? Are you moving toward your greatest vision of life?
Are you the person you want to be?
When you reflect on who youâre being in life, you may discover youâre supÂ¬pressing important qualities and traits while expressing others that donât feel like the real you. Are you being your authentic, empowered self much of the time?
Is there a persistent complaint, pain, or longing in your life youâve yet to heal?
Sometimes, no matter how much we work on ourselves, we encounter the same inner obstacles again and again.
Are you living and feeling fulfilled by your deepest mission in life, serving others, and making a difference?
Weâre here to contribute to the world in our own unique way. Sometimes that contribution makes big waves, and sometimes our expression of service is quiet, subtle, or deeply personal. Each is as important in its own way. Are you making the difference you know you can?
Are you satisfied and fulfilled in your relationships?
This is an area in which we often compromise, give in to resignation, and feel weâve gotten the best we can get. Are you frustrated and unfulfilled in your personal and professional relationships?
Is your work aligned with your life-path, and are you satisfied with your progress?
Are you doing what youâre burning to do? Does your professional life (your job or your business) express who you authentically are in the world? Are you achieving the results you want?
Living a conscious life changes your everyday experience in measurable ways. Youâll find greater ease, resilience, contentment, and success. As you learn to be present to physical sensations, emotional feelings, and thoughts, youâll develop ego strength, and move more comfortably with the ups and downs of life. Youâll be well on your way to walking the conscious life path, embodying greater freeÂ¬dom and happiness.
Youâll relax into the most subtle and profound realms of awareness, the inner silent still point in consciousnessâthe silence that feeds body and soul. Father Thomas Keating, in his book Invitation to Love, said, âSilence is Godâs first lanÂ¬guage; everything else is a poor translation. In order to hear that language, we must learn to be still and to rest in God.â
Conscious Living 2.0â¢ practices can lead you into wisdom and inner silence. Some might call this opening more fully to God, Wisdom, or unified consciousness. I like to call it âenlightening-ment,â meaning that for most of us enlightenment is not a destination or graduation into a permanent higher state of consciousness, but a moment-by-moment experience constantly fluctuating between degrees of wholeness and limited consciousness.
Once weâve experienced and embodied this enlightenment, whether for a moÂ¬ment or more, the time spent in this impersonal state, stillness, spaciousness, silence, or wholeness leaves its mark on us forever. You probably know what I mean, and can feel it as you read. When we travel that territory, our capacity grows. Weâre a little more relaxed and a little less fearful, more compassionate toward ourselves and others. Weâre more attentive to our lives and the still small voice within.
In the book Buddha Standard Time, Lama Surya Das defines enlightenment as a âdeep flash of awakening to the knowledge that we are much more than our time and space-bound material selves living in a material world. Some people awaken to enlightenment by Grace, seemingly without effort, but most of us stay obsessively stuck in the past or the future, running our mental trains backward and forward in that track every minute of the day.â Yet, he goes on to say, âEach moment is intersected by a realm of infinite spaciousness and timelessness, known in Tibetan as shicha, the Eternal Now.â
Itâs possible to be excited about life, even on a bad day, when youâre doing what you came here to do! Fulfilling your missionâthe one unique to youâis possible; Iâm doing it, and Iâve helped many others do it too. You can feel happier than you ever thought possible!
Dr. Jennifer Howard is a licensed psychotherapist, energy healer, and spiritual teacher. Sheâs the author of Your Ultimate Life Plan: How to Deeply Transform Your Everyday Experience and Create Changes That Last, Huffington Post blogger and the host of the weekly radio talk show, A Conscious Life. Visit her website, www.YourUltimateLifePlan.com/launch for more information on her latest book.
Reprinted, with permission of the publisher, from YOUR ULTIMATE LIFE PLAN: HOW TO DEEPLY TRANSFORM YOUR EVERYDAY EXPERIENCE AND CREATE CHANGES THAT LAST Â© 2013 Dr. Jennifer Howard. Published by New Page Books a division of Career Press, Pompton Plains, NJ. 800-227-3371. All rights reserved.