Transformation
Responsibility to Our Actions and Our Human Behavior
By Carolyn Gwiazdzinski
Mar 18, 2008

It is March 18. We have a full moon, equinox and solstice. All of these energies represent pushing the emotional buttons, to wake up and feel. We are definitely living in times of great change. It is becoming almost impossible to continue to react through patterns of pain, childhood imprinting, or imbalanced communication skills. As it has been shared before, there is a purpose to having these buttons pushed. And, while these buttons are being pushed, they are not bringing out the best in human behavior. The buttons being pushed represent a form of suffering and human beings are not comfortable with the feeling of suffering...on any level...whether it can be understood or not. As a society, we are not taught about emotional and psychological intelligence, we do not know how to experience an emotional push, by following the unpleasant feeling from beginning, middle and end. Meaning: if an argument is taking place, a miscommunication is taking place, and the breath of awareness and knowing, in that moment is not the shining light, and that the human behavior has taken over completely.

As we cannot see energy, at least with the physical, human eyes, this energy can be felt...especially by sensitives, that can feel that shift as soon as it happens. These pushes are not there to actually hurt or harm us, but to effectively wake us up to a better way of communicating and working through the emotional shifts and changes and highs and lows. These days, we are not having the luxury of sitting in the energy and not dealing with it, because only more will follow.

In the beginning, when first learning how to follow an emotional push, it feels like you are eating crow. It doesn't feel good to the human part, that has to suck it up and tap into a new tool of awareness, to follow through on understanding, healing and clearing through the emotion. In fact, it sucks....but then...something happens. When you finally give yourself permission, to surrender your old imprinting, for true understanding as to the purpose of the feeling and the experience, something begins to happen...you find that you are no longer thinking in the old perceived ways of behavior. A new feeling of knowing, begins to set in and take root, and with practice; to become responsible to our actions and our human behavior and how it effects everything else and everyone else around us, things begin to change...the 100th monkey so to speak.

The energies are really becoming amped up. It is truly time for a shift in perception and awareness, so that we can, infact, evolve emotionally, psychologically and humanly, for there is no amount of money or material goods, that will take away the experience of understanding, healing and clearing.

So, from here on, if we can remember when our human buttons are being pushed, that push represents tapping into a new approach, a new awareness, to arrive in a place of balance, so that we can heal and once that healing begins...as always, it begins with that one breath, one step at a time.