Desperately Seeking YOU

They are the three "Ds" in your life - desperation, dependency and doubt. They sneak in without you realizing they are there, create havoc and ruin relationships. But, when you are aware of the potential problem, you can stop the problems before they start, whether you are manifesting the behavior or you are in a relationship with someone who is.

Dependency is different from co-dependency so often referenced in relationships when one person is an addict - whether addicted to alcohol, drugs, work or abuse. In this instance, dependency references the state of mind when you just don't believe you can go on without your SO in your life EVERY SINGLE MINUTE OF EVERY SINGLE DAY. In your dependency you become desperate to have them with you at all times - not because you don't trust them but because you just need to have the close.

In a stable and mature relationship you will probably go through a time early in the romantic stage when you miss your SO everytime they leave the room. But that is infactuation and should pass, maturing into a deeper and better love. While you miss your SO during this phase you shouldn't feel as if the world is crashing down around you when they leave. This type of behavior can quickly lead to the other person feeling smothered and running hard and fast in the other direction.

Dependency is similar to desperation, but not the same. Desperation is the feeling you experience before finding a relationship. This desperation will often manifest itself as dependency once you are in a relationship. But, prior to the start of a relationship it looks like desperation.

People who are desperate to "be" in relationship with another person will communicate those feelings both through body language and thru a certain tonal quality in their voice. If you are being pursued by someone and they appear more desperate than interested, run in the other direction and run fast! Desperation and dependency are often fueled by doubts and insecurities and this is a real party buster.

Like all things in life, there are problems that are minor and those that are major. Insecurity and doubt can come on a sliding scale - for some it is a small doubt about ability on the job and in other instances it can be doubts about sexual performance, body image or desirability.

Never make your SO your therapist. While it might feel like you are sharing your problems with your partner and becoming closer, the other person is probably drawing further and further away because you using them like a therapist and not a partner. Your partner is not all things to you. Instead, it is important to recognize the insecurities - if they are yours - tell your SO you are aware of them and will be working with someone else to improve the situation.

If you are the one experiencing one or all of the 3 "D"s then you should definitely get some help before entering in to a relationship. You'll be better able to find the right person instead of connecting with just the wrong guy or girl. If you are already in relationship, it's time to own up to your partner and get help, especially if you want to save this particular relationship. And if it is your partner who is experiencing these behaviors it is time to talk with them, protect your feelings and figure out if they want to work toward a healthy and stable partnership or if they are more interested in continuing down the same road.

One of the most difficult things to do is to be honest in your evaluation of yourself and your partner. If you are very invested in the relationship and feel a strong kinship with your SO (and it is reciprocated) you can work to a resolution with the help of a professional therapist. Otherwise, it is time to decide if this is the way you want to live your personal life or if it's time to cut and run.