STRANGE AND SIGNIFICANT

This was actually something I had written last spring and would like to share it with you now.
Strange and Significant

The day had progressed in a different direction than I had hoped for yesterday, after all my horoscope said ”This is going to be a strange and significant day whatever happens. Make the most of it!” Well I love strange and significant! Only I had a different idea of what that might entail.
I had my second book signing and sold only 2 books for the lady who had hosted the event, and one of those books to was to a dear friend, Hollie Conkle. Sirena Stever, the hostess and owner of Herbal Remedies had purchased the books for her store. The book signing was from 1 to 4 and about half way through that time Gary, my husband walked in. Now he would see what a failure I am too. It was all I could do to choke back the tears that were hiding behind my eyes and release the clenching feeling in the throat for the remainder of the time I was to be there. I had asked for a sign from Spirit at this point, any little nudge would do.
It was time to go home. Feeling defeated at this point I got in my vehicle and the time was 4:22 and the temperature read 66. As always I took note of the numbers and proceeded home. As I stopped at the first stop light I spoke with Spirit again stating, it is my Love for Spirit, myself and others that I am so passionate about my spiritual work, please help me understand. Then I look down at the odometer 1544. How clever of you Spirit, not that I ever doubt this cleverness, Thank You again for another number sign.
I arrive home and the guys are eating dinner. A quick howdy and I fix my plate. Gary, my husband walks into the kitchen. “Hey, how did it go today” he says. I choke back the tears again, “I don’t want to talk about it” was my reply and he could see the tears welling up in my eyes. I finish fixing my plate and disappeared into the bedroom to be alone and eat. Wow it is not the easiest thing to swallow your food while choking back tears, still I was really hungry.
Next I sat down to look up the numbers in Doreen Virtues book “Angel Numbers”. While I have become pretty efficient at my short hand version of understanding the numbers from the angels, still I wanted to know and feel it clearly and get my emotions out of the way. I use the original version of the book, it is the pink one, and pink IS one of my favorite colors. I will go with the first number that caught my attention:
422 – The angels urge you to have faith, and trust in them and in yourself. See the angel within you and other people to help you believe in the good of humanity.
66 – Keep your thoughts focused Heavenward during this time, and avoid excessive worry or obsession with materiality.
We will have to break the next number down as it is 1544 and the book only goes as high as 999.
15 – Change and elevate your thoughts. Use affirmations and prayers to help your thoughts and feelings rise above negativity.
44 – Many angels are with you now. You can ask these angels to help you with anything that brings peace to you and your loved ones. Don’t ask tell the angels how to fix a situation; just ask them to fix it. The Divine and infinite wisdom of the Creator guides you (through the angels) to a wonderfully ingenious solution.
I understand and start to feel somewhat better although wallowing in self-pity at this point is okay too. I find myself on facebook adding some comments and posting some replies. The phone rings, darn my daughter Jaimelynn caught me on facebook, she knows I am home. I don’t want to talk to anyone so I will not answer, she leaves a message. I listen to the message and hear her cheery voice. So I pop on the facebook chat and simple state “I don’t want to talk” “Love You” and sign out. Whoooossssh the phone rings again. Caller ID shows me it is her again, nope will not answer. I pop back on the chat and can handle “talking” to her this way. After our chat I am feeling better, albeit a little numb still. She has been wonderfully inspiring.
Gary lovingly reassures me that everything will be alright and asks me to take a ride with him to the store. Okay that would be better than sitting here feeling sorry for myself. Off we go. Still caught up in my own mind I do not notice the vehicle in front of us until we pull in the parking lot, of course there are double digit 4′s in the license plate. We pick up a few items and the total of our shopping excursion $54.42. There go those double 4′s again. With a giggle under my breath we head home.
3 separate message I get then last night, never give up your dreams, learn the difference between persistence and obsession, and that sometimes we must struggle and shed many tears before we are successful.
I have had a most wonderful night of sleep and dreams. My confidence level begins to climb again. I send out the Daily Guidance from Spirit, post it to my website and then it is added to my feed on Facebook. Another nod from Spirit in a comment that Cathie Neal has posted, this is what she said ”Thank you Spirit for this much needed and well timed message and for such a beautiful messenger!” Again I feel the tears well up and the thickening of my throat, only this time the feeling is different. For I have touched another being with the words that Spirit has provided to me, even when at times I feel them to be very self-serving. I am a messenger of Spirit, I cannot be otherwise, and I do choose to inspire you, for it is what moves my heart and allows me to fly. This is what I am, This is what I do!

Peace and Angel Blessings
Suzi
p.s. By the way, this morning when we left for the grocery store, I looked up the temperature to see if I needed a jacket, it was 44 degrees!