When I look back on my life, like many of us do, I am not always happy with what I see. Do I have Regrets, Yes, although this a wasted emotion.

I now see what the TRUTH is for me.

Life is ongoing and I am forever growing spiritually and mentally. My life has gone through many changes. It took a while for me to realize that the choices I was making were due to Peer pressure, as well as my parents stormy marriage, and the residual effects from religion having grown up Catholic. I made a lot of bad choices that effected my life and relationships. I now know it was MY CHOICES and not anyone else's responsibility.

As I started to grow the truth as I saw it changed. I got married for the first time when I was 37. I knew at the time it was not the best decision but it is what I needed to do at that time. I continued to grow spiritually and the truth, as I saw it changed again. This was becoming a frequent occurrence. I started to realize that what everyone else believed I did not have to. I was becoming my own person.

It did not happen overnight but through mini spiritual awakening's.

My wife at the time had the same spiritual beliefs and it made it easier to grow and learn. Our marriage after 15 yrs started to look different to me. I realized that I was not in Love [ at least the kind of love you need to sustain a relationship.] We decided to split. We both new it was the best decision. Although it did not make it any easier emotionally. I had this fear of abandonment. Today I still love this person and we are still really good friends who I speak with at least once a week. We still can confide in each other.

I am now married to a wonderful woman and yes I am in love, just a different kind of love.

Is it real? FOR NOW.

I now know the truth is always changing because as I grow spiritually my reality changes. Is it the truth, it is for now.

We are forever evolving. As we grow Spiritually we see the world around us differently. The Truth of who we are changes. We must change with that truth or we become unhappy and depressed, and we do not realize why.

William Meinsen is a student of spiritual philosophies and has created a teaching website Metaphysics-For-Better-Living.com providing information on self help tools such as the Law of Attraction  

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Rev.William Meinsen is a student of spiritual philosophies and has created a teaching website  providing information on self help tools such as the Law of Attraction.